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St. Thomas the Apostle Day
St. Thomas the seventh apostle among the Twelve (Matt. 10: 3), was perhaps the only Apostle who went outside the Roman Empire to preach the Gospel. He is also believed to have crossed the largest area, which includes the Persian Empire and India, that’s why called “Apostle of India”. Our knowledge of the details of its missionary is not known enough to us comparing to the work of St. Peter and St. Paul and other apostles and their missionaries, and yet we do know some of his biography and work, from the Holy Bible, Tradition, and reliable Syriac documents (written in Syriac in the early 3rd century, or perhaps as early as the first half of the 2nd century). His name: Touma/Thomas or Didymus/Dimas ("Thomas" name comes from the Aramaic word for twin: T'oma (תאומא). was from the region of Galilee, called Thomas because born twins with his brother Aday (one of the seventy disciples of Christ) (John 11:16 and 21: 2), also called Judas, not Judas Iscariot who betrayed the Lord. In France he is referred to as Jumeau, which also means "twin." His love for the Lord Jesus: The love of Thomas to the Lord was very deep, loyal, and pure, so that it was ready to die with the Lord, it was stated in the Holy Bible according to St. John, that when Lazarus has just died, the disciples are resisting Jesus' decision to return to Judea, where Jesus' fellow Jews had previously tried to stone Him. Jesus is determined to go to Bethany, and Thomas says bravely: "Let us also go, that we might die with Him" (Jn 11:16). At the Last Supper, when Thomas heard the Lord Jesus speaks of His separation from disciples physically, and they will follow Him afterward, he told the Lord: «Lord, we do not know where You go and how can we know the way?» Jesus said to him: «I am the way, the truth, and life» (Jn 1: 5 and 6) we owe it to Thomas, as the Lord's answer to his question, shows to the world that the Christian religion is founded on Jesus Christ, who is the way, the truth and the life. Doubted the resurrection of the Lord Jesus: The famous Thomas the Apostle, also called Doubting Thomas. He is best known for disbelieving Jesus' resurrection when first told of it, "Unless I see the mark of the nails in His hands and put my finger into the nail marks, and put my hand into His side, I will not believe" (Luke 20:25), then proclaiming "My Lord and my God" on seeing Jesus in John 20:28. The Lord, has told His disciples before His crucifixion, that He is going to be crucified and die, and on the third day will rise from the death. Eight days later, Christ appeared to him and said, "Put your finger here, and see my hands; and bring your hand and put it into my side. And be not faithless, but believing." Thomas fell at His feet, saying, "My Lord and my God!" and Jesus replied, "Because you have seen me, Thomas, you believed. Blessed are they that have not seen, and yet believe" (Luke 20:27-29). This incident gave rise to the expression "a doubting Thomas." Lest we condemn poor Thomas for his lack of belief, consider that he was a man who relentlessly sought the Truth. Like an inquisitive child, he constantly asked questions. Earlier, when Jesus told his disciples, "I go to prepare a place for you. And I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may also be. And you know the way where I'm going." It excused his request proof of sensory intensity of his yearning to see God raised from the dead as seen by his companions, was inspired by the proof perception of how the Lord's disciples first time, where he showed them His hands and His side, was Thomas less affection of his companions for his teacher that the Lord were not to show Himself to him as He did to them. “Just carry a torch illuminating the Gospel to the world, so I would like to see Christ risen from the dead to preach Christ the neighborhood.” After the appearance of the Lord to His disciples, and Thomas with them, doubt turned to have the unwavering faith, but that the uncertainty of Thomas has become really a way leads intellectual to the faith has brought millions of people to faith in Christ Risen, and now a reason to give the beatitude of those who believe without seen the Lord. In faith, Thomas himself kneeled at the feet of Jesus, saying «My Lord and my God,» and so approved and supported the unity of Christ's One nature and One Person, he felt a man, and see wounds, and may be touching the wounds, precious, or not, the important thing is that he had seen Christ, God incarnate who was crucified , and died, was buried, and rose from the dead, alive, and called Him Lord and God, and thus recognized Him with one nature and one Person of Christ, for it is not right for us to call it the divine attributes and human at the same time, but for the unity of nature, and the unity of Person it.
It is Thomas, that puzzled, but bold enough to ask his Lord to explain, said, "Lord, we do not know where you are going; how can we know the way?" Jesus replied, "I am the way, the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, except through me. If you had known me, you would have known my Father also. Henceforth, you know him and have seen him" (John 14:3-7). When the worried disciples wanted to keep Jesus from going to raise Lazarus from the dead because "the Jews want to stone you and you leave yourself open to them!" Thomas responded, "Let us go also, that we may die with him!" (John 11:16).
St. Thomas in the Syriac tradition: It is written in the ecclesiastical history that Thomas the Apostle sent to Edessa, with his brother Aday has one of the seventy disciples (missionaries). He went to the east, where he preached the faith for the people of Persian garrison, which was in Tikrit, and concluded its missionary in India. Accounts of Thomas's missionary activities are most widely accepted account holds that he preached in India. The Acta Thomae say that when the apostles divided up the world for their missionary labors, India fell to Thomas. He said he was not healthy enough and that a Hebrew could not teach Indians; even a vision of Christ could not change his mind. Christ then appeared to the merchant Abbanes and sold Thomas to him as a slave for his master, a king who ruled over part of India. When Thomas discovered this he said, "As you will, Lord, so be it." At the court in India, Thomas, having admitted that he was a carpenter and builder, was ordered to build a palace. While the king was absent, however, Thomas did no building, and he used the 20 pieces of silver given to him by the king for charitable purposes. When the king returned, he imprisoned him, intending to flay him alive. At that point, the king's brother died, and when the brother was shown the place in heaven that Thomas's good works had prepared for the king, he was allowed to return to earth and offer to buy the spot from the king for himself. The king refused, released Thomas, and was converted by him. There exists a population of Christians along the Malabar Coast who were supposedly originally converted by Thomas, and their tradition holds that he built seven churches, was martyred by spearing on the "Big Hill" near Madras, and was buried in Mylapore. One account holds that Thomas was killed for successfully persuading a woman, Mygdonia, to cease marriage relations with her husband, Charisius. It is certainly possible that Thomas reached India as a missionary. Indian Christians, especially in Kerala, often call themselves 'Christians of Saint Thomas,' and an ancient 6th-century cross that speaks of him in an inscription lies in the church of Mylapore. In 1522, the Portuguese found the alleged tomb, and some relics now lie in the Cathedral of Saint Thomas at Mylapore. The larger part of his relics appear to have been in Edessa in the 4th century, and the Acta Thomae say that they were taken from India to Mesopotamia. They were translated to several places and some of them were finally taken to Homs, Syria with the belt (Zunoro) of Virgin Mary, where they are still honored. According to Eusebius, Thomas evangelized Parthia.
In art, Saint Thomas is generally a young or middle-aged man with a carpenter's rule. He may also be shown (1) with a lance or, occasionally a sword or dagger; (2) touching Christ's wounded side; (3) catching the girdle dropped by the Virgin at her Assumption; or (4) casting out the devil from an Indian king's daughter. White says that Thomas is portrayed as an elderly man, holding a lance or pierced by one; or kneeling before Jesus; or with a T- square (White).
ACTS OF THE HOLY APOSTLE THOMAS
(According to the Syriac account of St. Thomas)
At that time we the apostles were all in Jerusalem--Simon called Peter, and Andrew his brother; James the son of Zebedee, and John his brother; Philip and Bartholomew; Thomas, and Matthew the tax-gatherer; James of Alphaeus and Simon the Cananite; and Judas of James; --and we portioned out the regions of the world, in order that each one of us might go into the region that fell to him, and to the nation to which the Lord sent him. By lot, then, India fell to Judas Thomas, also called Didymus (Dimas). And he did not wish to go, saying that he was not able to go on account of the weakness of the flesh; and how can I, being an Hebrew man, go among the Indians to proclaim the truth? And while he was thus reasoning and speaking, the Savior appeared to him through the night, and said to him: Fear not, Thomas; go away to India, and proclaim the word; for my grace shall be with thee. But he did not obey, saying: Wherever You wish to send me, send me elsewhere; for to the Indians I am not going. And as he was thus speaking and growing angry, there happened to be there a certain merchant came from India, by name Abbanes, sent from the king Gundaphoros, and having received an order froth him to buy a carpenter and bring him to him. And the Lord, having seen him walking about in the market at noon, said to him: Dost thou wish to buy a carpenter? And he said to Him: Yes. And the Lord said to him: I have a slave a carpenter, and I wish to sell him. And having said this, He showed him Thomas at a distance, and agreed with him for three pounds of uncoined silver; and He wrote a bill of sale, saying: I Jesus, the son of Joseph the carpenter, declare that I have sold my slave, Judas by name, to thee Abbanes, a merchant of Gundaphoros, the king of the Indians. And the purchase being completed, the Savior taking Judas, who also is Thomas, led him to Abbanes the merchant; and Abbanes seeing him, said to him: Is this thy master? And the apostle answered and said: Yes, He is my Lord. And he says: I have bought thee from him. And the apostle held his peace. And at dawn of the following day, the apostle having prayed and entreated the Lord, said: I go wherever You wish, O Lord Jesus; Your will be done. And he went to Abbanes the merchant, carrying nothing at all with him, but only his price. For the Lord had given it to him, saying: Let your worth also be with you along with my grace, wherever you may go. And the apostle came up with Abbanes, who was carrying his effects into the boat. He began therefore also to carry them along with him. And when they had gone on board and sat down, Abbanes questioned the apostle, saying: What kind of work do you know? And he said: In wood, ploughs, and yokes, and balances, and boats, and boats' oars, and masts, and blocks; in stone, slabs, and temples, and royal palaces. And Abbanes the merchant said to him: Of such a workman, to be sure, we have need. They began, therefore, to sail away. And they had a fair wind, and they sailed fist until they came to Andrapolis, a royal city. And having gone out of the boat, they went into the city. And, behold, the voices of flute-players, and of water-organs, and trumpets, sounding round them; and the apostle inquired, saying: What festival is this in this city? And those who were there said to him: The gods have brought you also, that you may be feasted in this city. For the king has an only-begotten daughter, and he is now giving her to a husband in marriage: this festival, then, which you see to-day, is the rejoicing and public assembly for the marriage. And the king has sent forth heralds to proclaim everywhere that all are to come to the marriage, rich and poor, bond and free, strangers and citizens. And if any one shall refuse and not come to the marriage, he will be answerable to the king. And Abbanes having heard, said to the apostle: Let us also go, then, that we may not offend the king, and especially as we are strangers. And he said: Let us go. And having turned into the inn, and rested a little, they went to the marriage. And the apostle seeing them all reclining reclined he also in the midst. And they all looked at him as a stranger, and coming from a foreign land. And Abbanes the merchant, as being a lord, reclined in another place. And when they had dined and drunk, the apostle tasted nothing. Those, then, about him said to him: Why hast thou come hither, neither eating nor drinking? And he answered and said to them: For something greater than food or even drink have I come hither, even that I might accomplish the will of the King. For the heralds proclaim the wishes of the King, and whoever will not hear the heralds will be liable to the judgment of the King. When, therefore, they had dined and drunk, and crowns and perfumes had been brought, each took perfume, and one anointed his face, another his cheek, and one, one part of his body, and another, another. And the apostle anointed the crown of his head, and put a little of the ointment in his nostrils, and dropped it also into his ears, and applied it also to his teeth, and carefully anointed the parts round about his heart; and having taken the crown that was brought to him wreathed of myrtle and other flowers, he put it on his head, and took a branch of reed in his hand, and held it. And the flute-girl, holding the flutes in her hand, went round them all; and when she came to the place where the apostle was, she stood over him, playing the flute over his head a long time. And that flute-girl was Hebrew by race. And as the apostle looked away to the ground, a certain one of the wine-pourers stretched forth his hand and struck him. And the apostle, having raised his eyes, and regarded him who had struck him, said: My God will forgive you this wrong in the world to come, but in this world He will show His wonders, and I shall soon see that hand that struck me dragged along by a dog. And having thus spoken, he began to sing and to repeat this song:-- Maiden, daughter of the light, in whom there exists and abides the majestic splendor of kings; and delightsome is the sight of her, resplendent with brilliant beauty. Her garments are like spring flowers, and the odor of a sweet smell is given forth from them; and on the crown of her head the king is seated, feeding with his own ambrosia those who are seated beside him; and truth rests upon her head, and she shows forth joy with her feet; and becomingly does she open her mouth; thirty-and-two are they who sing her praises, and their tongue is like a curtain of the door which is drawn for them who go in; and her neck is made in the likeness of the stairs which the first Creator created; and her two hands signify and represent the choral dance of the blessed ages, proclaiming it; and her fingers represent the gates of the city. Her chamber lighted up breathes forth scent from balsam and every perfume, and gives forth a sweet odor of myrrh and savory herbs; and within are strewn myrtles and sweet-smelling flowers of all kinds; and the bridal chambers are adorned with calamus. And her groomsmen, of whom the number is seven, whom she has chosen for herself, surround her like a wall; and her bridesmaids are seven, who dance before her; and twelve are they in number who minister before her and are at her bidding, having their gaze and their sight upon the bridegroom, that through the sight of him they may be enlightened. And they shall be with him to everlasting in that everlasting joy, and they shall sit down in that wedding to which the great ones are gathered together, and they shall abide in the festivities of which the eternals are deemed worthy; and they shall be arrayed in royal raiment, and shall put on shining robes; and in joy and exultation both of them shall be, and they shall glorify the Father of the universe, whose majestic light they have received, and they have been enlightened by the sight of Him their Lord, whose ambrosial food they have received, of which there is no failing at all; and they have drunk also of the wine which brings to them no thirst, neither desire of the flesh; and they have with the living spirit glorified and praised the father of truth and the mother of wisdom. And when he had sung and finished this song, all who were there present looked upon him and kept silence, and they also saw his form changed; and what had been said by him they did not understand, since he was a Hebrew, and what had been said by him had been said in Hebrew. But the flute-girl alone heard all, for she was Hebrew by race, and standing off from him she played the flute to the others; but at him she mostly turned her eyes and looked, for she altogether loved him as a man of the same nation with herself, and he was also beautiful in appearance above all who were there. And when the flute-girl had come to the end of all her flute-playing, she sat down opposite him, and looked and gazed upon him. But he looked at no one at all, neither did he regard any one, but only kept his eyes on the ground, waiting until he should depart thence. And that wine-pourer that struck him came down to the fountain to draw water; and there happened to be a lion there, and it came forth and killed him, and left him lying in the place, after tearing up his limbs; and dogs immediately seized his limbs, among which also one black dog, laying hold of his right hand in his mouth, brought it to the place of the banquet. And all seeing were terror-struck, inquiring which of them had been taken off. And when it was clear that it was the hand of the wine-pourer who had struck the apostle, the flute-girl broke her flutes in pieces, and threw them away, and went and sat down at the feet of the apostle, saying: This man is either God or God's apostle; for I heard him saying in Hebrew to the wine-pourer, I shall soon see the hand that struck me dragged about by dogs, which also you have now seen; for as he said, so also it has come to pass. And some believed her, and some not. And the king, having heard, came up and said to him: Rise up, and go with me, and pray for my daughter; for she is my only child, and today I give her away. And the apostle would not go with him; for his Lord had not at all been revealed to him there. And the king took him away against his will to the bridal-chamber that he might pray for them. And the apostle stood, and began to pray and speak thus: My Lord and my God, who accompanies His servants on their way, guiding and directing those who trust in Him, the refuge and the repose of the afflicted, the hope of the mourners, and the deliverer of the captives, the physician of the souls that are lying under disease, and Savior of every creature, who gives life to the world, and invigorates our souls! Thou know what will come to pass, who also for our sakes make these things perfect: Thou, Lord, who reveals hidden mysteries, and declares unspeakable words; Thou, Lord, the planter of the good tree, also through the tree make words to spring up; Thou, Lord, who art in all, and came through all, and exist in all Thy works, and make Thyself manifest through the working of them all; Jesus Christ, the Son of compassion, and perfect Savior; Christ, Son of the living God, the undaunted Power which has overthrown the enemy; and the voice heard by the rulers, which shook all their powers; the ambassador who was sent to them from on high, and who went down even to Hades; who also, having opened the doors, didst bring out thence those that had been shut in for many ages by the controller of the world, and didst show them the way up that leads up on high: I beseech Thee, Lord Jesus Christ, I offer Thee supplication for these young persons, that Thou may make what happens and befalls them to be for their good. And having laid his hands on them, and said, The Lord will be with you, he left them in the place, and went away. And the king requested the groomsmen to go out of the bridal-chamber; and all having gone forth, and the doors having been shut, the bridegroom raised the curtain of the bridal-chamber, that he might bring the bride to himself. And he saw the Lord Jesus talking with the bride, and having the appearance of Judas Thomas, who shortly before had blessed them, and gone out from them; and he says to him: Did you not go out before them all? And how are you found here? And the Lord said to him: I am not Judas, who also is Thomas; I am his brother. And the Lord sat down on the bed, and ordered them also to sit down on the seats; and He began to say to them:-- Keep in mind, my children, what my brother said to you, and to whom he commended you; and this know, that if you refrain from this filthy intercourse, you become temples holy and pure, being released from afflictions and troubles, known and unknown, and you will not be involved in the cares of life, and of children, whose end is destruction; but if you get many children, for their sakes you become grasping and avaricious, plundering orphans, coveting the property of widows, and by doing this you subject yourselves to most grievous punishments. For many children become unprofitable, being harassed by demons, some openly and others secretly: for they become either lunatics, or half-withered, or lame, or deaf, or dumb, or paralytics, or idiots; and even if they be in good health, they will be again good-for-nothing, doing unprofitable and abominable works: for they will be detected either in adultery, or in murder, or in theft, or in fornication, and by all these you will be afflicted. But if you will be persuaded, and preserve your souls pure to God, there will be born to you living children, whom these hurtful things do not touch; and you will be without care, spending an untroubled life, free from grief and care, looking forward to receive that marriage incorruptible and true; and you will be in it companions of the bridegroom, going in along with Him into that bridal-chamber full of immortality and light. And when the young people heard this, they believed the Lord, and gave themselves over into His keeping, and refrained from filthy lust, and remained thus spending the night in the place. And the Lord went out from before them, having spoken thus to them: The grace of the Lord shall be with you. And the dawn having come on, the king arrived, and having supplied the table, brought it in before the bridegroom and the bride; and he found them sitting opposite each other, and he found the face of the bride uncovered, and the bridegroom was quite cheerful. And the mother having come to the bride, said: Wherefore dost thou sit thus, child, and art not ashamed, but thus as if thou had for a long time lived with thine own husband? And her father said: Is it because of thy great love to thy husband that thou art uncovered? And the bride answered and said: Truly, father, I am in great love, and I pray to my Lord to continue to me the love which I have experienced this night, and I shall beg for myself this husband whom I have experienced today. For this reason, then, I am no longer covered, since the mirror of shame has been taken away from me, and I am no longer ashamed nor abashed, since the work of shame and bashfulness has been removed far from me; and because I am not under any violent emotion, since violent emotion does not abide in me; and because I am in cheerfulness and joy, since the day of joy has not been disturbed; and because I hold of no account this husband, and these nuptials that have passed away from before mine eyes, since I have been joined in a different marriage; and because I have had no intercourse with a temporary husband, whose end is with lewdness and bitterness of soul, since I have been united to a true Husband. And when the bride is saying yet more, the bridegroom answers and says: I thank Thee, Lord, who hast been proclaimed by the stranger and found by us; who hast put corruption far from me, and hast sown life in me; who hast delivered me from this disease, hard to heal, and hard to cure, and abiding for ever, and established in me sound health; who hast shown Thyself to me, and hast revealed to me all that concerns me, in which I am; who hast redeemed me from falling, and hast led me to something better, and who hast released me from things temporary, and hast deemed me worthy of things immortal and ever existing; who hast brought Thyself down even to me and to my littleness, in order that, having placed me beside Thy greatness, Thou might unite me to Thyself; who hast not withheld Thine own compassion from me lost, but hast shown me how to search myself, and to know what I was and what and how I am now, in order that I may again become as I was; whom I indeed did not know, but Thou Thyself whom I knew not hast sought me out and taken me to Thyself; whom I have experienced, and am not now able to forget, whose love is fervent in me; and speak indeed as I ought I cannot. But what I have time to say about Him is short, and altogether little, and not in proportion to His glory; but He does not find fault with me for not being ashamed to say to Him even what I do not know; because it is through the love of Him that I say even this. And the king, having heard these things from the bridegroom and the bride, rent his garments, and said to those standing near him: Go out quickly, and go round the whole city, and seize and bring me that man, the sorcerer, who has come for evil into this city: for I led him with my own hands into my house, and I told him to play for my most unfortunate daughter; and whoever shall find him and bring him to me, whatever service be shall ask of me, I give him. They went away, therefore, and went round seeking him, and found him not; for he had sailed. They went, therefore, also into the inn where he had stayed, and found there the flute-girl weeping and in distress, because he had not taken her with him. And they having recounted what had happened in the case of the young people, she was altogether glad when she heard it, and dismissed her grief, and said: Now have I found, even I, repose here. And she arose and went to them, and was with them a long time, until they had instructed the king also. And many also of the brethren were gathered together there, until they heard word of the apostle that he had gone down to the cities of India, and was teaching there. And they went away, and joined him. ACTS OF THE HOLY APOSTLE THOMAS, WHEN HE CAME INTO INDIA, AND BUILT THE PALACE IN THE HEAVENS. And when the apostle came into the cities of India, with Abbanes the merchant, Abbanes went away to salute Gundaphoros the king, and reported to him about the carpenter whom he bad brought with him; and the king was glad, and ordered him to come in to himself. And when he had come in, the king said to him: What trade know you? The apostle says to him: The carpenter's and house builder's. The king says to him: What work in wood know you, then, and what in stone? The apostle says: In wood, ploughs, yokes, balances, pulleys, and boats, and oars, and masts; and in stone, monuments, temples, royal palaces. And the king said: Wilt thou build me a palace? And he answered: Yes, I shall build it, and finish it; for because of this I came, to build houses, and to do carpenter's work. And the king having taken him, went forth out of the gates of the city, and began to talk with him on the way about the building of the palace, and about the foundations, how they should be laid, until they came to that place in which he wished the building to be. And he said: Here I wish the building to be. And the apostle says: Yes; for assuredly this place is convenient for the building. For the place was well wooded, and there was much water there. The king therefore says: Begin to build. And he said: I cannot begin to build at this time. And the king says: When wilt thou be able? And he says: I shall begin in Dius and end in Xanthicus. And the king wondering, said: Every building is built in summer; but canst thou build and make a palace in winter itself? And the apostle said: Thus it must be, and otherwise it is impossible. And the king said: If, therefore, this be thy opinion, mark out for me how the work is to be, since I shall come here after some time. And the apostle, having taken a reed, measured the place, and marked it out; and he set the doors towards the rising of the sun, to look to the light, and the windows towards its setting, to the winds; and he made the bake house to be towards the south, and the water-tank, for abundance, towards the north. And the king seeing this, said to the apostle: Thou art a craftsman indeed, and it is fitting that thou should serve kings. And having left many things for him, he went away. And from time to time he also sent the one that was necessary, for the living both of him and the other workmen. And he taking it, dispenses it all, going about the cities and the places round, distributing and doing kindnesses to the poor and the afflicted, and gave them rest, saying: The king knows how to obtain royal recompense, and it is necessary for the poor to have repose for the present. And after this, the king sent a messenger to the apostle, having written to him as follows: Show me what thou hast done, or what I am to send thee, or what thou need. The apostle sends to him, saying: The palace is built, and only the roof remains to be done. And the king, having heard, sent him again gold and silver uncoined, and wrote to him: Let the palace, if it be done, be roofed. And the apostle said to the Lord: I thank Thee, Lord, as to all things, that Thou didst die for a short time, that I might live in Thee for ever; and hast sold me, so that Thou may deliver many through me. And he did not cease to teach and refresh the afflicted, saying: These things the Lord hath dispensed to us, and He gives to each his food; for He is the support of the orphans, and the provider of the widows, and to all that are afflicted He is rest and repose. And when the king came into the city, he inquired of his friends about the palace which Judas, who also is Thomas, had built; and they said to him: He has neither built a palace, nor done anything else of what he promised to do; but he goes round the cities and the districts, and if he has anything he gives all to the poor, and teaches one new God, and heals the diseased, and drives out demons, and does many other extraordinary things; and we think that he is a magician. But his acts of compassion, and the cures done by him as a free gift, and still more, his single-mindedness, and gentleness, and fidelity, show that he is a just man, or an apostle of the new God whom he preaches; for he continually fasts and prays, and eats only bread with salt, and his drink is water, and he carries one coat, whether in warm weather or in cold, and he takes nothing from any one, but gives to others even what he has. The king having heard this, stroked his face with his hands, shaking his head for a long time. And he sent for the merchant that had brought him, and for the apostle, and said to him: Hast thou built me the palace? And he said: Yes, I have built it. And the king said: When, then, are we to go and see it? And he answered and said: Now thou canst not see it; but when thou hast departed this life, thou shall see it. And the king, quite enraged, ordered both the merchant, and Judas who also is Thomas, to be put in chains, and to be cast into prison, until he should examine, and learn to whom he had given the king's property. And thus I shall destroy him along with the merchant. And the apostle went to prison rejoicing, and said to the merchant: Fear nothing at all, but only believe in the God proclaimed by me, and thou shall be freed from this world, and thou shall obtain life in the world to come.
And the king considered by what death he should kill
them; and when it seemed good to him to flay them, and burn them with
fire, on that very night Gad the king's brother fell ill, and through
the grief and imposition which the king suffered he was grievously
depressed; and having sent for the king, he said to him: My brother
the king, I commend to thee my house and my children; for I, on
account of the insult that has befallen thee, have been grieved, and
am dying; and if thou do not come down with vengeance upon the head of
that magician, thou wilt give my soul no rest in Hades. And the king
said to his brother: During the whole night I have considered this,
how I shall put him to death; and this has seemed good to me--to flay
him and burn him up with fire, both him and with him the merchant that
brought him.
And as they were talking together, the soul of Gad his
brother departed. And the king mourned for Gad exceedingly, for he
altogether loved him. And he ordered him to be prepared for burial in
a royal and costly robe. And as this was being done, angels received
the soul of Gad the king's brother, and took it up into heaven,
showing him the places and dwellings there, asking him: In what sort
of a place dost thou wish to dwell? And when they came near the
edifice of Thomas the apostle, which he had built for the king, Gad,
seeing it, said to the angels, I entreat you, my lords, permit me to
dwell in one of the underground chambers of this palace. And they said
to him: Thou canst not dwell in this building. And he said: Wherefore?
They say to him: This palace is the one which that Christian built for
thy brother. And he said: I entreat you, my lords, permit me to go to
thy brother, that I may buy this palace from him; for my brother does
not know what it is like, and he will sell it to me.
Then the angels let the soul of Gad go. And as they
were putting on him the burial robe, his soul came into him. And he
said to those standing round him: Call my brother to me, that I may
beg of him one request. Straightway, therefore, they sent the good
news to their king, saying: Thy brother has come alive again. And the
king started up, and along with a great multitude went to his brother,
and went in and stood beside his bed as if thunderstruck, not being
able to speak to him. And his brother said: I know and am persuaded,
brother, that if any one asked of thee the haft of thy kingdom, thou
wouldst give it for my sake; wherefore I entreat thee to grant me one
favor, which I beg of thee to do me. And the king answered and said:
And what is it that thou ask me to do for thee? And he said: Assure me
by an oath that thou wilt grant it me. And the king swore to him: Of
what belongs to me, whatever thou shall ask, I will give thee. And he
says to him: Sell me that palace which thou hast in the heavens. And
the king said: Whence does a palace in the heavens belong to me? And
he said: That which the Christian who is now in the prison, whom the
merchant bought froth a certain Jesus, and brought to thee, built for
thee. And as he was at a loss, he says to him again: I speak of that
Hebrew slave whom thou didst wish to punish, as having suffered some
imposition from him, on account of whom I also was grieved and died,
and now have come alive again.
Then the king, having come to know, understood about
the eternal benefits that were conferred upon him and destined for
him, and said: That palace I cannot sell thee, but I pray thee to go
into it, and dwell there, and become worthy to be of its inhabitants;
but if thou really wish to buy such a palace, behold, the man is
alive, and will build thee a better than that. And having sent
immediately, he brought out of the prison the apostle, and the
merchant who had been shut up along with him, saying: I entreat thee,
as a man entreating the servant of God, that thou wilt pray for me,
and entreat him whose servant thou art, to pardon me, and overlook
what I have done to thee, or even what I meant to do, and that I may
be worthy to be an inhabitant of that house for which indeed I have
labored nothing, but which thou laboring alone hast built for me, the
grace of thy God working with thee; and that I may become a servant, I
also, and slave of this God whom thou proclaim. And his brother,
falling down before the apostle, said: I entreat thee, and supplicate
before thy God, that I may become worthy of this ministry and service,
and may be allotted to become worthy of those things which were shown
me by his angels.
And the apostle, seized with joy, said: I make full
confession to Thee, Lord Jesus, that Thou hast revealed Thy truth in
these men: for Thou alone art a God of truth, and not another; and
Thou art He who knows all things that are unknown to many: Thou art
He, Lord, who in all things show compassion and mercy to men; for men,
through the error that is in them, have overlooked Thee, but Thou hast
not overlooked them. And now, when I am entreating and supplicating
Thee, accept the king and his brother, and unite them into Thy fold,
having cleansed them by Thy purification, and anointed them with Thy
oil, from the error which encompassed them; and protect them also from
the wolves, bringing them into Thy meadows; and give them to drink of
Thy ambrosial fountain, that is never muddy and never failed: for they
entreat Thee, and supplicate, and wish to become Thy ministers and
servants; and on account of this they are well pleased even to be
persecuted by Thine enemies, and for Thy sake to be hated by them, and
insulted, and to die; as Thou also for our sakes didst suffer all
these things, that Thou might gain us to Thyself, as being Lord, and
truly a good shepherd. And do Thou grant them that they may have
confidence in Thee alone, and aid from Thee, and hope of their
salvation, which they obtain from Thee alone, and that they may be
confirmed in Thy mysteries; and they shall receive the perfect
benefits of Thy graces and gifts, and flourish in Thy service, and
bear fruit to perfection in Thy Father.
King Gundaphoros, therefore, and Gad, having been
altogether set apart by the apostle, followed him, not at all going
back, they also providing for those that begged of them, giving to
all, and relieving all. And they entreated him that they might also
then receive the seal of baptism; and they said to him: As our souls
are at ease, and as we are earnest about God, give us the seal; for we
have heard thee saying that the God whom thou proclaim recognizes
through his seal his own sheep. And the apostle said to them: And I am
glad, and entreat you to receive this seal, and to communicate with me
in this thanksgiving and blessing of God, and to be made perfect in
it; for this Jesus Christ whom I proclaim is Lord and God of all, and
He is the Father of truth, in whom I have taught you to believe. And
he ordered to bring them oil, in order that through the oil they might
receive the seal. They brought the oil, therefore, and lighted many
lamps, for it was night.
And the apostle arose, and sealed them; and the Lord
was revealed to them, through a voice saying, Peace to you, brethren!
And they heard His voice only, but His form they saw not; for they had
not yet received the ratification of the seal. And the apostle, having
taken oil, and poured it over their head, and salved and anointed
them, began to say: Come, holy name of Christ, which is above every
name; come, power of the Most High, and perfect compassion; come,
grace most high; come, compassionate mother; come, thou that hast
charge of the male child; come, thou who reveals secret mysteries;
come, mother of the seven houses, that there may be rest for thee in
the eighth house; come, thou presbyter of the five
members--intelligence, thought, purpose, reflection,
reasoning--communicate with these young persons; come, Holy Spirit,
and purify their reins and heart, and seal them in the name of Father,
and Son, and Holy Spirit. And when they had been sealed, there
appeared to them a young man holding a burning torch, so that their
lamps were even darkened by the approach of its light. And he went
out, and disappeared from their sight. And the apostle said to the
Lord: Thy light, Lord, is too great for us, and we cannot bear it; for
it is too much for our sight. And when light came, and it was dawn,
having broken bread, he made them partakers of the thanksgiving of
Christ. And they rejoiced and exulted; and many others also believed,
and were added, and came to the refuge of the Savior.
And the apostle ceased not proclaiming, and saying to
them: Men and women, boys and girls, young men and maidens, vigorous
and aged, both bond and free, withhold yourselves from fornication,
and covetousness, and the service of the belly; for under these three
heads all wickedness comes. For fornication maims the mind, and
darkens the eyes of the soul, and becomes a hindrance of the due
regulation of the body, changing the whole man into feebleness, and
throwing the whole body into disease. And insatiableness puts the soul
into fear and shame, existing by what pertains to the body, and
forcibly seizing what belongs to another; . . . and the service of the
belly throws the soul into cares and troubles and grieves. . . .
Since, therefore, you have been set free from these, you are without
care, and without grief, and without fear; and there remains to you
that which was said by the Savior: Take no care for the morrow, for
the morrow will take care of itself. Keep in mind also that saying
before mentioned: Look upon the ravens, and behold the fowls of the
heaven, that they neither sow nor reap, nor gather into barns, and God
takes care of them; bow much more you, O ye of little faith! But look
for His appearing, and have your hopes in Him, and believe in His
name: for He is the Judge of living and dead, and He requites to each
one according to his deeds; and at His coming and appearance at last
no one will have as a ground of excuse, when he comes to be judged by
Him, that he has not heard. For His heralds are proclaiming in the
four quarters of the world. Repent, therefore, and believe the
message, and accept the yoke of gentleness and the light burden, that
you may live and not die. These things lay hold of, these things keep;
come forth from the darkness, that the light may receive yen; come to
Him who is truly good, that from Him you may receive grace, and place
His sign upon your souls.
When he had thus said, some of the bystanders said to
him: It is time for this debtor to receive his debt. And he said to
them: The creditor, indeed, always wishes to receive more; but let us
give him what is proper. And having blessed them, he took bread and
oil, and herbs and salt, and gave them to eat.
But he continued in his fasting, for the Lord's day was
about to dawn. And on the night following, while he was asleep, the
Lord came and stood by his head, saying: Thomas, rise up early and
bless them all; and after the prayer and service go along the eastern
road two miles, and there I shall show in thee my glory. For because
thou go away, many shall flee to me for refuge, and thou shall reprove
the nature and the power of the enemy. And having risen up from sleep,
he said to the brethren who were with him: Children and brethren, the
Lord wishes to do something or other to-day through me; but let us
pray and entreat Him that nothing may be a hindrance to us towards
Him, but as at all times let it now also be done unto us according to
His purpose and will. And having thus spoken, he laid his hands upon
them and blessed them. And having broken the bread of the Eucharist,
he gave it to them, saying: This Eucharist shall be to you for
compassion, and mercy, and recompense, and not for judgment. And they
said: Amen.
ABOUT THE DRAGON AND THE YOUNG MAN.
And the apostle went forth to go where the Lord had
bidden him. And when he came near the second milestone he turned a
little out of the way, and saw the body of a beautiful youth lying;
and he said: Lord, was it for this that Thou brought me out to come
here, that I might see this trial? Thy will therefore be done, as Thou
purpose. And he began to pray, and to say: Lord, Judge of the living,
and of those that are lying dead, and Lord of all, and Father--Father
not only of the souls that are in bodies, but also of those that have
gone out of them; for of the souls that are in pollutions Thou art
Lord and Judge--come at this time, when I call upon Thee, and show Thy
glory upon him that is lying down here. And he turned and said to
those that followed him: This affair has not happened idly; but the
enemy has wrought and effected this, that he might make an assault
upon him; and you see that he has availed himself of no other form,
and has wrought through no other living being, but through his
subject.
And when the apostle had thus spoken, behold, a great
dragon came forth from his den, knocking his head, and brandishing his
tail down to the ground, and, using a loud voice, said to the apostle:
I shall say before thee for what cause I have put him to death, since
thou art here in order to reprove my works. And the apostle says: Yes,
say on. And the dragon: There is a certain woman in this place
exceedingly beautiful; and as she was once passing by, I saw her, and
fell in love with her, and I followed and watched her; and I found
this young man kissing her, and he also had intercourse with her, and
did with her other shameful things. And to me indeed it was pleasant
to tell thee this, for I know that thou art the twin-brother of
Christ, and always bring our race to nought. But, not wishing to
harass her, I did not at this time put him to death; but I watched him
passing by in the evening, and struck him, and killed him, and
especially as he had dared to do this on the Lord's day. And the
apostle inquired of him, saying: Tell me, of what seed and of what
race art thou?
And he said to him: I am the offspring of the race of
the serpent, and hurtful of the hurtful; I am son of him who hurt and
struck the four brothers that stood; I am son of him who sits on the
throne of destruction, and takes his own from what he has lent; I am
son of that apostate who encircles the globe; I am kinsman to him who
is outside of the ocean, whose tail lies in his mouth; I am he who
went into paradise through the hedge, and spoke with Eve what my
father bade me speak to her; I am he who inflamed and fired Cain to
kill his brother, and through me thorns and prickles sprang up in the
ground; I am he who cast down the angels from above, and bound them
down by the desires of women, that earth-born children might be
produced froth them, and that I might work my will in them; I am he
who hardened the heart of Pharaoh, that he should murder the children
of Israel, and keep them down by the hard yoke of slavery; I am he who
caused the multitude to err in the desert when they made the calf; I
am he who inflamed Herod and incited Caiaphas to the lying tales of
falsehood before Pilate, for this became me; I am he who inflamed
Judas, and bought him, that he should betray Christ; I am he who
inhabits and holds the abyss of Tartarus, and the Son of God has
wronged me against my will, and has gathered his own out of me; I am
the kinsman of him who is to come from the east, to whom also power
has been given to do whatever he will upon the earth.
And that dragon having thus spoken in the hearing of
all the multitude, the apostle raised his voice on high, and said:
Cease henceforth, O thou most unabashed, and be ashamed and altogether
put to death; for the end of thy destruction is at hand, and do not
dare to say what thou hast done through thy dependants. And I order
thee, in the name of that Jesus who even until now makes a struggle
against you for the sake of His own human beings, to suck out the
poison which thou hast put into this man, and to draw it forth, and
take it out of him. And the dragon said: The time of our end is by no
means at hand, as thou hast said. Why dost thou force me to take out
what I have put into him, and to die before the time? Assuredly, when
my father shall draw forth and suck out what he has put into the
creation, then his end will come. And the apostle said to him: Show
us, therefore, now the nature of thy father. And the dragon went up,
and put his mouth upon the wound of the young man, and sucked the gall
out of it. And in a short time the skin of the young man, which was
like purple, grew white, and the dragon swelled. And when the dragon
had drawn up all the gall into himself, the young man sprang up and
stood, and ran and fell at the apostle's feet. And the dragon, being
swelled up, shrieked out and died, and his poison and gall were poured
forth; and in the place where his poison was poured forth there was
made a great chasm, and that dragon was swallowed up. And the apostle
said to the king and his brother: Take workmen, and fill up the place
in which the dragon has been swallowed up, and lay foundations, and
build houses-above it, that it may be made a dwelling-place for the
strangers.
And the young man said to the apostle, with many tears:
I have sinned against the God proclaimed by thee, and against thee,
but I ask pardon of thee; for thou art a man having two forms, and
wherever thou wish there art thou found, and thou art held in by no
one, as I see. For I beheld that man, when I stood beside thee, who
also said to thee, I have many wonders to show by means of thee, and I
have great works to accomplish by means of thee, for which thou shall
obtain a reward; and thou shall make many to live, and they shall be
in repose and eternal light as the children of God: do thou therefore
bring alive--he says, speaking to thee about me--this young man who
has been cast down by the enemy, and in all time be the overseer of
him. Thou hast, then, well come hither, and again thou shall well go
away to him, he being not at all forsaken by thee. And I am without
care and reproach, for the dawn has risen upon me from the care of the
night, and I am at rest; and I have also been released from him who
exasperated me to do these things: for I have sinned against Him who
taught me the contrary, and I have destroyed him who is the kinsman of
the night, who forced me to sin by his own practices; and I have found
that kinsman of mine who is like the light. I have destroyed him who
darkens and blinds those who are subject to him, lest they should know
what they are doing, and, ashamed of their works, withdraw themselves
from them, and their deeds have an end: and I have found Him whose
works are light, and whose deeds are truth, of which whoever does them
shall not repent. I have been set free also from him in whom falsehood
abides, whom darkness as a covering goes before, and shame conducting
herself impudently in idleness follows after. And I have found also
Him who shows me what is beautiful, that I should lay hold of it, the
Son of the truth, who is kinsman of concord, who, driving away the
mist, enlightens His own creation, and heals its wounds, and overturns
its enemies. But I entreat thee, O man of God, make me again to behold
and see Him, now become hidden from me, that I may also hear His
voice, the wonders of which I cannot declare: for it is not of the
nature of this bodily organ.
And the apostle said to him: If, as thou hast also
said, thou hast cast off the knowledge of those things which thou hast
received, and if thou know who has wrought these things in thee, and
if thou shall become a disciple and hearer of Him of whom, through thy
living love, thou now desire the sight, thou shall both see Him, and
shall be with Him for ever, and shall rest in His rest, and shall be
in His joy. But if thou art rather carelessly disposed towards Him,
and again return to thy former deeds, and let go that beauty and that
beaming countenance which has now been displayed to thee, and if the
splendor of the light of Him whom thou now desire be forgotten by
thee, thou shall be deprived not only of this life, but also of that
which is to come; and thou shall go to him whom thou hast said thou
hast destroyed, and shall no longer behold Him whom thou hast said
thou hast found.
And when the apostle had thus spoken, he went into the
city, holding that young man by the hand, and saying to him: Those
things which thou hast beheld, my child, are a few out of the many
which God has: for it is not about these things that appear that the
good news is brought to us, but greater things than these are promised
to us; but inasmuch as we are in the body, we cannot tell and speak
out what He will do for our souls. If we say that He affords us light,
it is seen by us, and we have it; and if riches, they exist and appear
in this world, and we name them, since it has been said, With
difficulty will a rich man enter into the kingdom of the heavens. And
if we speak of fine clothing, which they who delight in this life put
on, it has been said, They that wear soft things are in kings'
palaces; and if costly dinners, about these we have received a
commandment to keep away from them, not to be burdened by carousing
and drunkenness and the cares of life; as also in the Gospel it has
been said, Take no heed for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye
shall drink; nor for your body, what ye shall put on: because the life
is more than food, and the body than clothing. And if we speak of this
rest lasting only for a season, its judgment has also been ordained.
But we speak about the upper world, about God and angels, about
ambrosial food, about garments that last and become not old, about
those things which eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, nor hath there
come into the heart of sinful men what God has prepared for those that
love Him. Do thou also therefore believe in Him, that thou may live;
and have confidence in Him, and thou shall never die. For He is not
persuaded by gifts, that thou should offer them to Him; nor does He
want sacrifices, that thou should sacrifice to Him. But look to Him,
and thou shall not look in vain, for His comeliness and desirable
beauty will make thee love Him; and neither will He allow thee to turn
thyself away from Him.
And when the apostle was thus speaking to that young
man, a great multitude joined them. And the apostle looked, and saw
them lifting themselves up that they might see him; and they went up
into elevated places. And the apostle said to them: Ye men who have
come to the assembly of Christ, and who wish to believe in Jesus, take
an example from this, and see that if you do not get high up, you
cannot see me, who am small, and cannot get a look of me, who am like
yourselves. If, then, you cannot see me, who am like yourselves,
unless you raise yourselves a little from the earth, how can you see
Him who lives above, and is now found below, unless you first raise
yourselves out of your former behavior, and unprofitable deeds, and
troublesome desires, and the riches that are left behind here, and
create things that are of the earth, and that grow old, and the
garments that are destroyed, and the beauty that ages and vanishes
away, yea, even out of the whole body in which all these have been
stored past, and which grows old, and becomes dust, returning into its
own nature? for all these things the body itself sets up. But rather
believe in our Lord Jesus Christ, whom we proclaim to you, in order
that your hope may be upon Him, and that you may have life in Him to
ages of ages, that He may be your fellow-traveler in this land, and
may release you from error, and may become a haven for you in this
troublous sea. And there shall be for yon also a fountain welling out
in this thirsty land, and a fold full of food in the place of the
hungry, and rest for your souls, and also a physician for your bodies.
Then the multitude of those assembled that heard, wept,
and said to the apostle: O man of God, as for the God whom thou
proclaim, we dare not say that we are his, because our works which we
have done are alien from him, not pleasing to him; but if he has
compassion upon us, and pities us, and delivers us, overlooking our
former doings; and if he set us free from the evil things which we did
when we were in error, and shall not take into account nor keep the
recollection of our former sins, we shall become his servants, and we
shall do his will to the end. And the apostle answered and said to
them: He does not reckon against you the sins which you did, being in
error; but He overlooks your transgressions which you have done in
ignorance.
ABOUT THE DEMON THAT DWELT IN THE WOMAN.
And the apostle went into the city, all the multitude
accompanying him; and he thought of going to the parents of the young
man whom, when killed by the dragon, he had brought to life; for they
earnestly entreated him to come to them, and to enter info their
house.
And a certain woman, exceedingly beautiful, suddenly
uttered a loud cry, saying: O apostle of the new God, who hast come
into India, and servant of that holy and only good God--for through
thee he is proclaimed the Savior of the souls that come unto him, and
through thee he heals the bodies of those that are punished by the
enemy, and thou hast become the cause of life to all who turn to
him--order me to be brought before thee, that I may declare to thee
what has happened to me, and that perhaps there may be hope to me from
thee and those who stand beside thee may have more and more hope in
the God whom thou proclaim. For I am not a little tormented by the
adversary, who has assailed me for now a period of five years. As a
woman, I formerly sat down in peace. and peace encompassed me on all
sides and I had nothing to trouble me, for of nothing else had I a
care. And it happened on one of the days as I was coming forth from
the bath, there met me one like a man troubled and disturbed; and his
voice and utterance seemed to me to be indistinct and very weak And he
said, standing over against me, Thou and I shall be in one love, and
we shall have intercourse with each other, as a man is coupled with
his wife: And I answered him, saying, To my betrothed I consented not,
entreating him not to marry me; anti to thee, wishing to have
intercourse with me as it were in adultery, how shall I give myself
up? And having thus spoken, went away from him. And to my maid I said,
Hast thou seen the young man and his shamelessness, how shamelessly
and boldly he talks to me? And she said to me, It was an old man I saw
talking with thee. And when I was in my own house, and had supped, my
mind suggested to me some suspicion, and especially because he had
appeared to me in two forms. I fell asleep, having this same thing in
my thoughts. And he came that night, and made me share in his filthy
commerce.
And I saw him when it was day, and fled from him; but,
according to his wont, he came at night and abused me. And now, as
thou see me, I have been tormented by him five years, and he has not
departed from me. But I know and am persuaded that even demons, and
spirits, and avenging deities, are subject to thee, and tremble at thy
prayer. Pray, then, for me, and drive away from me the demon that
torments me, that I also may become free, and may be brought to my
former nature, and I shall receive the gift, that has been granted to
my kindred.
And the apostle said: O irrepressible wickedness: O the
shamelessness of the enemy! O the sorcerer that is never at rest! O
the ill-favored one, bring to subjection the well-favored! O the
many-formed one! He appears just as he may wish, but his essence
cannot be changed. O offspring of the crafty and insatiable one! O
bitter tree, which also his fruits are like! O thou who art of the
devil, who fights over those who do not belong to him! O thou who art
of the deceit that uses shamelessness! O thou who art of the
wickedness that creeps like a serpent, and art thyself his kindred!
And when the apostle had thus spoken the fiend stood before him, no
one seeing him but the woman and the apostle, and with a very loud
voice he said in the hearing of all: What have we to do with thee, O
apostle of the Most High? What have we to do with thee, O servant of
Jesus Christ? What have we to do with thee, O thou that sit in council
with the Holy Spirit. Wherefore dost thou wish to destroy us, when our
time has not yet come? On what account dost thou wish to take away our
power? for until the present hour we have had hope and time left us.
What have we to do with thee? Thou hast power over thine own, and we
over our own. Why dost thou wish to use tyranny against us, and
especially thou who teaches others not to use tyranny? Why dost thou
want those who do not belong to thee, as if thou wert not satisfied
with thine own? Why dost thou liken thyself to the Son of God, who has
done us hurt? For thou art like him altogether, just as if thou had
been brought forth by him. For we thought to bring him also under the
yoke, like the rest; but he turned, and held us under his hand. For we
did not know him; but he deceived us by the form which he had put on,
and his poverty and his want; for when we saw him such, we thought him
to be a man clothed with flesh, not knowing that it was he who makes
men live. And he gave us power over our own, and, in the time in which
we live, not to let our own go, but to employ ourselves about them.
But thou wish to get more than is necessary, or than has been given
thee, and to overpower us.
And having thus spoken, the demon wept, saying: I let
thee go, my most lovely yoke-fellow, whom I found long ago and was at
rest; I leave thee, my beloved and trusty sister, in whom I was well
pleased. What I shall do I know not, or whom I shall call upon to hear
me and protect me. I know what I shall do. I shall go to some place
where the fame of this man has not been heard, and perhaps I shall
call thee, my beloved, by a new name. And lifting up his voice, he
said: Abide in peace, having received an asylum with a greater than I;
but I, as I have said, will go away and seek thy like, and if I find
her not I shall again return to thee: for I know that when thou art
beside this man, thou hast an asylum in him; but when he has gone
away, thou shalt be as thou wast before he made his appearance, and
him indeed wilt thou forget, and to me there will again be opportunity
and boldness; but now I am afraid of the name of him who has delivered
thee. And having thus said, the demon disappeared. And just when he
had disappeared, fire and smoke were seen there, and all there present
were struck with amazement.
And the apostle seeing this, said to them: Nothing
strange or unusual has that demon shown, but his own nature, in which
also he shall be burnt up; for the fire shall consume him, and the
smoke of him shall be scattered abroad. And he began to say: O Jesus
Christ, the secret mystery which has been revealed to us, Thou art He
who discloses to us all manner of mysteries, who hast set me apart
from all my companions, and who hast told me three words with which I
am set on fire, and I cannot tell them to others; O Jesus, man slain,
dead, buried; Jesus, God of God, and Savior who brings the dead to
life, and heals those who are diseased; O Jesus, who appears to be in
want, and saves as if in want of nothing, catching the fishes for the
morning and the evening meal, and establishing all in abundance with a
little bread; Jesus, who did rest from the toil of the journey as a
man, and walk upon the waves as God; Jesus Most High, voice arising
from perfect compassion, Savior of all, the right hand of the light
overthrowing him that is wicked in his own kind, and bringing all his
kind into one place; Thou who art only begotten, the first-born of
many brethren, God of God Most High, man despised until now; Jesus
Christ, who overlooks us not when we call upon Thee; who hast been
shown forth to all in Thy human life; who for our sakes hast been
judged and kept in prison, and freest all that are in bonds; who hast
been called a deceiver, and who delivers Thine own from deception: I
entreat Thee in behalf of those standing and entreating Thee, and
those that believe in Thee; for they pray to obtain Thy gifts, being
of good hope in Thine aid, occupying Thy place of refuge in Thy
majesty; they give audience, so as to hear from us the words that have
been spoken to them. Let Thy peace come and dwell in them, that they
may be purified from their former deeds, and may put off the old man
with his deeds, and put on the new now declared to them by me.
And having laid his hands on them, he blessed them,
saying: The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be upon you for ever! And
they said, Amen. And the woman begged of him, saying: Apostle of the
Most High, give me the seal, that that foe may not come back upon me
again. Then he made her come near him; and putting his hand upon her,
he sealed her in the name of Father, and Son, and Holy Ghost. And many
others also were sealed along with her. And the apostle ordered his
servant to set out a table; and they set out a bench which they found
there. And having spread a linen cloth upon it, he put on it the bread
of the blessing. And the apostle standing by it, said: Jesus Christ,
Son of God, who hast deemed us worthy to communicate of the Eucharist
of Thy sacred body and honorable blood, behold, we are emboldened by
the thanksgiving and invocation of Thy sacred name; come now, and
communicate with us. And he began to say: Come, perfect compassion;
come, communion with mankind; come, Thou that know the mysteries of
the chosen one; come, Thou that communicate in all the combats of the
noble combatant; come, peace that reveal the great things of all
greatness; come, Thou that disclose secrets, and make manifest things
not to be spoken; the sacred dove which has brought forth twin young;
come, thou secret mother; come, Thou who art manifest in Thy deeds,
and gives joy and rest to those who are united to Thee; come anti
communicate with us in this Eucharist, which we make in The name, and
in the love in which we are united in calling upon Thee. And having
thus said, he made the sign of the cross upon the bread, and broke it,
and began to distribute it. And first he gave it to the woman, saying:
This shall be to thee for remission of sins, and the ransom of
everlasting
transgressions. And after her, he gave also to all the
others who had received the seal.
ABOUT THE YOUNG MAN WHO KILLED THE MAIDEN.
And there was a certain young man who had done a
nefarious deed; and having come to the apostle, he took the bread of
the Eucharist into his mouth, and his two hands immediately withered,
so that he could no longer bring them to his mouth. And those who were
present and saw him told the apostle what had happened. And he, having
summoned him, said: Tell me, my child, and be ashamed of nothing, what
thou hast done, and why thou hast come hither; for the Eucharist of
the Lord has convicted thee. For this gracious gift coming to many is
especially healing to those who approach it through faith and love;
but thee it has withered away, and what has happened has happened not
without some working cause. And the young man who had been convicted
by the Eucharist of the Lord came up, and fell at the apostle's feet,
and prayed him, saying: An evil deed has been done by me, yet I
thought to do something good. I was in love with a certain woman
living outside of the city in an inn, and she loved me. And I having
heard from thee, and believed that thou proclaim the living God, came
and received the seal from thee along with the others; and thou said,
Whoever shall indulge in filthy intercourse, and especially in
adultery, shall not have life with the God whom I proclaim. Since,
then, I altogether loved her, I begged of her, and persuaded her to
live with me in chaste and pure intercourse, as thou thyself teach;
but she would not. When therefore she would not, I took a sword and
killed her; for I could not see her living in adultery with another.
The apostle, having heard this, said: O maddening
intercourse, into what shamelessness dost thou lead! O unrestrained
lust, how hast thou brought him into subjection to do this! O work of
the serpent, how dost thou rage in thine own! And the apostle ordered
water to be brought him in a dish. And when the water had been
brought, he said: Come waters from the living waters, existing from
the existing, and sent to us; the fountain sent to us from repose, the
power of salvation coming froth that power that subdues all things,
and subjects them to its own will; come and dwell in these waters,
that the gracious gift of the Holy Spirit may be fully perfected in
them. And he said to the young man: Go, wash thy hands in these
waters. And when he had washed, they were restored. And the apostle
said to him: Dost thou believe in our Lord Jesus Christ, that He can
do all things? And he said: Even though I am least of all, I believe;
but this I did, thinking to do a good thing: for I implored her, as
also I told thee; but she would not be persuaded by me to keep herself
chaste.
And the apostle said to him: Come, let us go to the inn
where thou didst this deed, and let us see what has happened. And the
young man went before the apostle on the road; and when they came to
the inn, they found her lying. And the apostle, seeing her, was
disheartened, for she was a beautiful maiden; and he ordered her to be
brought into the middle of the inn. And having put her on a Couch,
they brought it, and set it in the midst of the court-yard of the inn.
And the apostle laid his hand on her, and began to say: Jesus, who
always appears to us--for this Thou always wish, that we should seek
Thee--and Thou Thyself hast given us this power of asking and
receiving; and not only hast Thou given us this, but hast also taught
us how to pray; who art not seen by bodily eyes, but who art not
altogether hidden from those of our soul, and who art hidden in Thy
form, but manifested to us by Thy works; and by Thy many deeds we have
recognized Thee as we go on, and Thou hast given us Thy gifts without
measure, saying, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall
find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you. We pray, therefore,
having suspicion of our sins; and we ask of Thee not riches, nor gold,
nor silver, nor possessions, nor any of those things that come from
the earth and go into the earth again; but this we beg of Thee, and
entreat that in Thy holy name Thou raise this woman lying here by Thy
power, to the glory and faith of those standing by.
And when he had thus prayed, he sealed the young man,
and said to him: Go, and take her by the hand, and say to her, I
through my hands killed thee with the sword; and again I raise thee by
my hands, in the faith of our Lord Jesus Christ. And the young man
went and stood by her, saying: I have believed in Thee, O Christ
Jesus. And looking upon Judas Thomas the apostle, he said to him: Pray
for me, that my Lord, upon whom also I call, may come to my help. And
having laid his hand on her hand, he said: Come, Lord Jesus Christ,
giving this woman life, and me the earnest of Thy faith. And
immediately, as he drew her hand, she sprang up, and sat, looking at
the great multitude standing round. And she also saw the apostle
standing opposite to her; and having left the couch, she sprang up,
and fell at his feet, and took hold of his garments, saying: I pray
thee, my lord, where is that other who is with thee, who has not left
me to remain in that fearful and grievous place, but has given me up
to thee, saying, Do thou take her, that she may be made perfect, and
thereafter brought into her own place? And the apostle says to her:
Tell us where thou hast been. And she answered: Dost thou, who was
with me, to whom also I was entrusted, wish to hear? And she began to
say: A certain man received me, hateful in appearance, all black, and
his clothing exceedingly filthy; and he led me away to a place where
there were many chasms, and a great stench and most hateful odor were
given forth thence; and he made me bend down into each chasm, and I
saw in the chasm blazing fire; and wheels of fire ran there, and souls
were hung upon those wheels, and were dashed against each other. And
there was there crying and great lamentation, and there was none
released. And that man said to me, These souls are of thine own
nation, and for a certain number of days they have been given over to
punishment and torture; and then others are brought in instead of
them; and likewise also these are again succeeded by others. These are
they who have exchanged the intercourse of man and wife. And again I
looked down, and saw infants heaped upon each other, and struggling
and lying upon each other; and he answered and said to me, These are
their children, and for this have they been placed here for a
testimony against them.
And he brought me to another chasm, and I bent down and
saw mud, and worms spouting forth, and souls wallowing there; and a
great gnashing of teeth was heard thence from them. And that man said
to me, These are the souls of women that left their own husbands, and
went and committed adultery with others, and who have been brought to
this torment. He showed me another chasm, into which I bent down and
saw souls hung up, some by the tongue, some by the hair, some by the
hands, some by the feet, head downwards, and smoked with smoke and
sulphur; about whom that man who was with me answered me, These souls
which are hung up by the tongue are slanderers, and such as have
uttered false and disgraceful words; those that are hung up by the
hair are those that are shameless, and that have gone about with
uncovered heads in the world; these hung up by the hands are those who
have taken what belongs to others, and have stolen, and who have never
given anything to the poor, nor assisted the afflicted; but they so
acted, wishing to get everything, and giving no heed at all to justice
and the laws; and these hung up by the feet are those who lightly and
eagerly ran in wicked ways, and disorderly wickedness, not looking
after the sick, and not aiding those departing this life, and on
account of this each individual soul is requited for what has been
done by it.
Again leading me away, he showed me a cavern,
exceedingly dark, exhaling a great stench; and many souls were peeping
out thence, wishing to get some share of the air, but their keepers
would not let them peep out. And he who was with me said, This is the
prison of those souls which thou see; for when they shall complete
their punishments for those things which each one has done, afterwards
again others succeed them--and there are some also quite used up--and
are given up to other punishments. Those, then, who guarded the souls
that were in the dark cave said to the man that had charge of me, Give
her to us, that we may take her in beside the others, until the time
comes for her to be given up to punishment. And he answered them, I
will not give her to you, for I am afraid of him who gave her up to
me; for I received no orders to leave her here, and I shall take her
up with me until I get some injunction about her. And he took me and
brought me to another place, in which were men who were bitterly
tortured. And he that is like thee took me and gave me up to thee,
having thus said to thee, Take her, since she is one of the creatures
that have been led astray. And I was taken by thee, and am now before
thee. I beg, therefore, and supplicate thee that I may not go into
those places of punishment which I saw.
And the apostle said to the multitudes standing by: You
have heard, brethren, what this woman has recounted; and these are not
the only punishments, but there are others worse than these; and if
you do not turn to this God whom I proclaim, and refrain from your
former works and deeds which you have done without knowledge, in these
punishments you shall have your end. Believe, therefore, in our Lord
Jesus Christ, and He will forgive you the sins done by you heretofore,
and will purify you from all the bodily desires that abide in the
earth, and will heal you from the faults that follow after you, and go
along with you, and are found before you. And let each of you put off
the old man, and put on the new, and leave your former course of
conduct and behavior; and let those that steal steal no more, but let
them live, laboring and working; and let the adulterers no more commit
adultery, lest they give themselves up to everlasting punishment; for
adultery is with God an evil altogether grievous above other evils.
Put away also from yourselves covetousness, and lying, and
drunkenness, and slandering, and requiting evil for evil: for all
these are alien and strange to the God proclaimed by us; but rather
live in faith, and meekness, and holiness, and hope, in which God
rejoices, that ye may become His servants, having received from Him
gracious gifts, which few or none receive.
All the people therefore believed, and presented their
souls obedient to the living God and Christ Jesus, enjoying His
blessed works, and His holy service. And they brought much money for
the service of the widows; for he had them collected in the cities,
and he sent to all of them by his own servants what was necessary,
both clothing and food. But he did not cease proclaiming and saying to
them, and showing that this is Jesus the Christ, concerning whom the
Scriptures proclaimed that He should come, and be crucified, and be
raised from the dead after three days. And he showed them a second
time, beginning from the prophets, and explaining the things
concerning Christ, and that it was necessary for Him to come, and for
all things to be fulfilled that had been said to us beforehand
concerning Him.
And the report of him ran through all the cities and
countries; and all who had persons sick or tormented by unclean
spirits brought them, and they were healed. Some also they laid on the
road by which he was to pass, and he healed them all by the power of
the Lord. Then said all with one accord who had been healed by him,
with one voice: Glory to Thee, Jesus, who gives Thy healing to all
alike by means of Thy servant and apostle Thomas. And being in good
health, and rejoicing, we pray Thee that we may be of Thy flock, and
be numbered among Thy sheep; receive us, therefore, O Lord, and
consider not our transgressions and former offences which we did,
being in ignorance.
And the apostle said: Glory to the only-begotten from
the Father; glory to the first-born of many brethren; Glory to Thee,
the defender and helper of those who come to Thy place of refuge; Thou
that sleep not, and raise those that are asleep; that lives and brings
to life those that are lying in death; O God Jesus Christ, Son of the
living God, redeemer and helper, refuge and rest of all that labor in
Thy work, who affords health to those who for Thy name's sake bear the
burden of the day, and the icy coldness of the night; we give thanks
for the gracious gifts that have been given us by Thee, and for the
help from Thee bestowed upon us, and Thy providential care that has
come upon us froth Thee. Perfect these things upon us, therefore, unto
the end, that we may have confidence in Thee; look upon us, because
for Thy sake we have left our homes, and for Thy sake have become
strangers gladly and willingly; look upon us, O Lord, because for Thy
sake we have abandoned our possessions, that we may have Thee for a
possession that shall not be taken away; look upon us, O Lord, because
we have left those related to us by ties of kindred in order that we
may be united in relationship to Thee; look upon us, O Lord, who have
left our fathers and mothers, and those that nourished us, that we may
behold Thy Father, and be satisfied with His divine nourishment: look
upon us, O Lord, because for Thy sake we have left our bodily
yoke-fellows, and our earthly fruit, in order that we may share in
that intercourse which is lasting and true, and bring forth true
fruits, whose nature is from above, the enjoyment of which no one can
take away from us, with which we abide, and they abide with us.
May the prayer of St. Thomas be with us, and Glory be
to God forever. Amen
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